Monday, March 28, 2005

Her Majesty

Obviously I'm very glad to have ten days off, but I've discovered that I get rather restless when I don't have people to see and talk to all the time. Based on what we learned about Jung in sophomore English, I'm pretty extroverted, although most people consider me "shy," because I'm more energetic after spending time with my friends or family than I am after a day spent at home, just reading and watching television.

Spring break has been okay so far, though. Friday was boring and uneventful, but on Saturday I went over to Ellen's for lunch, and then my grandparents came over for coffee and brownies before the Saturday Easter Vigil Mass. I love my grandparents, but it's always funny to watch them in action. They talk a lot, frequently at the same time. Their main topics of conversation: people they used to know in Momence, where my mom grew up, restaurants they've been to, and RVs. A word to the wise: never go camping with my grandparents (not that you'd ever have a chance to, but you get my point). You'll be subjected to the following: "That there's a class C motorhome. We used to have a class B motorhome, but now we have a class A. There's a five-wheeler. We saw one like that when we went to the Winnebago convention in Missouri last summer." Etc. The topic of my family's trip to Italy this summer came up, and my grandpa spent much of the rest of the meal regaling us with his tales of searching for bathrooms all over Europe.

The Easter Vigil Mass is always nice, if a bit long. It involves nine or ten Scripture readings instead of only three, a prolonged ceremony involving candles, and the induction of new members into the Church. I was happy because the music was more traditional. I like the teen Mass that my sister and I usually attend, but they always try to jazz up the music, and I prefer some of the older songs.

Sunday dawned with the news that my dad was being taken to the emergency room for an asthma attack. He's always suffered around this time of year, but it's especially bad this year, and it was scary yesterday. Everything turned out fine, although he now has daily Nebulizer treatments to deal with, and my mom, sister, and I still ended up going to my grandma's (the other one) for Easter dinner. If my mom's side of the family likes to talk about food and RVs, my dad's side is into serial killers and kidnappings. I'm serious; a conversation with them is about as cheerful as a bag of dead babies (to borrow a phrase from Mr. Stokes). I was officially moved up from the kids' table to the adults' table, though, quite an accomplishment in that family. No more Jell-O jigglers or endless games of "School" for me.

Today we're going to get our passport photos taken for the Italy trip. This is something we've talked about for years, so I'm glad it's finally coming together. It's going to look a lot closer, and be a lot harder to wait for, from this side of spring break.

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Ticket to Ride

Yesterday was very surreal. It began like any other day, aside from my worry about the DBQ scheduled in history class, and excitement about the Josh Groban concert that night. When I tried to enter the building, the hall aide stopped me and asked to see my ID. I told her I would go to the student office and buy a new one, since my old one was in the pocket of the coat I left in Peoria. The hall aide demanded that I leave my backpack by the door, which I guess is their way of ensuring that people come back when they say they're going to. I was a little disgruntled, but left the pack. When I reached the student office, though, I discovered that I didn't have enough money, and the lady at the desk refused to let me get an ID and pay later. I returned to the front area, saw my backpack sitting to the side, and picked it up, preparing to walk away if no one cared. The hall aides stopped me, though, bellowing after me down the hall. I reluctantly returned to the front area and prepared to buy a temporary ID. The hall aide questioned me as to why I hadn't bought an ID in the office. I said the lady wouldn't let me, a poor choice of wording on my part, as it apparently made her suspicious. She refused to let me buy a temporary ID, claiming that I had too many, which is RIDICULOUS because I had never bought one before! The other hall aide backed her up, insisting that I had bought some before. I started to cry, and she said, "You're the one who cried before!" The hall aides kept insisting that I had bought a temporary ID and cried before, even fabricating a supposed date for this incident, while I kept saying that they must have had me mixed up with someone else. I remember yelling, "It's me! It's my life! I should know! You don't know me!" They were very rude and patronizing, rolling their eyes and sniggering with each other while I tried to protest. One lady informed me that she was going to write me up for arguing with staff, to which I responded, "Oh, so I'm just supposed to submit to punishment for a crime I never committed?" The first hall aide kept saying, "Calm down. Why are you crying?" "Because you're being so rude to me!" I yelled. It felt so horrible, having these people insist that I had done something I hadn't, and acting so...inconvenienced by it, as if I were being a big nuisance. Finally, they decided to give me a temporary ID and let me go to class; the original hall aide walked me there.

The day just got crazier as Emily presented me with her entire Joni Mitchell CD collection, for no apparent reason, or at least no reason that she fully explained to me. I'm not complaining, though; I've been enjoying listening to some of the CDs. I'd gotten Joni Mitchell Hits from the library a while ago, and enjoyed it, so it was nice to hear some good songs again, like "Urge for Going" and "River." Whenever I'm having a bad day, the song "River" floats through my head: "I wish I had a river I could skate away on." Ellen also gave me a CD, the Maroon 5 one she's been promising to burn (or toast?) me for a long time. I felt bad for pestering her about it, but now I'm glad to have it.

That night, of course, came the Josh Groban concert. I don't want to say it was antithetical; in fact, it surpassed my expectations. I just feel like I didn't enjoy it fully, maybe because of being tired. It was, though, in a word, amazing. He opened with "Oceano," a beautiful song, and the one I'd been hoping he would start with, and played a set including such favorites as "To Where You Are," "Canto Alla Vita," "Vincent," "Per Te," "Remember When It Rained," and "You Raise Me Up." Every few songs, he would stop and chat with the crowd, proving himself to be a cute, goofy guy. People would yell, "I love you!" to which he would respond, "I love you, too." He got in some sly quips, too, as when he said, "I hope to come back to Rockford many more times. I mean, Cher's been here, what, three or four times on her farewell tour?" There were some crazy people there. Some girls kept asking him to go to prom with them. Several people brought stuffed animals up to the stage, and some girls gave him a thong. A lot of people screamed and yelled constantly. The best part, though, was at the end, when he came back out to do an encore. During the show, he had been accompanied by a string ensemble, percussionists, backup vocalists, and a pianist, but for the encore song he just sat down at the piano and played and sang by himself: Simon and Garfunkel's "America." It was beautiful. I love Josh Groban's music, but it was so unexpected and so wonderful to hear him play something like that, a song I've always loved in a different context.

The only bad thing about last night's concert was that it made me tired all day today and limited my studying time for a calc test today. This morning I had to get up early and finish a history paper before heading to school for a QB honorary breakfast. It was nicely done; the library was decorated and everything, the superintendent was there and all, but none of us really wanted to be there. I did enjoy seeing Patrick on the news just now, though. He's become a bit of a local celebrity; he appeared on the front page of the paper two days in a row, for the cellphone article and then State QB, and then was interviewed. All they showed him saying was, "Scholastic Bowl is a real sport because you do use muscles and you get pretty tired after a day's tournament." He said it seriously, too, no hint of tongue-in-cheek. I really don't know what he was on about; I'll have to ask him what the context of that was.

Today was the last day of school before spring break, so I'm pretty happy. Granted, I'm not going to Mexico like a lot of people are, or anyplace else outside of Rockford, but I'm glad to stay home and relax...and, at some point (sigh), write my word paper.

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Fixing a Hole

I admit that I cherished dreams of informing the readers of this blog (all--what, 3?--of them) that we had won State in quiz bowl. That said, I'm very pleased with third. After a shaky start (we arrived late and missed the opening ceremonies because Ms. Greene had to stop at McDonalds to use the bathroom; she couldn't fit in the one on the bus), we played well, maybe not our best, but as well as could be expected. I think we all kind of knew that Lincolnshire Stevenson was tough, and half-expected to lose to them and then take third, which is what happened.

The worst moment of the day was going into the last question against Bradley-Bourbonnais, our first round. We are a better team than Bradley-Bourbonnais, we have beaten them soundly in the past, but for some reason we were far too slow, allowing them to catch up to us after an early lead. Going into the last question, they were twelve points behind. It sounds silly, but I felt like I was going to throw up; my heart was pounding, and my head and stomach ached. Nikki, the sole girl on this year's team, buzzed in quickly when the question (chemistry) was read, and my heart sank, but she was wrong. Ms. Greene signalled furiously to us to sit back and not buzz in; if you're not up by much on the last question, and the other team's buzzed in wrong, you don't want to buzz in, because the other team still has a chance to get the bonus and could win it. Tyler buzzed in, anyway, and got it right: "I knew the answer," he shrugged when I asked him afterwards why he'd done that. As it was, we were up by enough that it wouldn't have mattered, and we got three parts of the bonus, so we ended up winning by 37.

The second half of our round against Morton was undoubtedly the best moment of the day (the quiz bowl part, anyway). During the first half, they were quick and got a big lead, of as much as 101 points. I seriously didn't think we were going to win, and for a few minutes I was okay with that. After the twentieth question, Ms. Greene called a timeout. We knew what we had to do, and after that timeout, Morton's score didn't change until the last two questions. The last question was a bit of a victory for me; we had already won it and knew it, but I took a wild guess, as it was a lit question, and got it right. The final score was 296-212; I still can't believe we won.

As far as hanging out with my friends, the day overall went very well. April, Gloria, and Emily all came, so it was nice to see and chat with them, and I always have fun with the guys, despite their enduring maleness. I'm sure we added a few new stories and inside jokes to the repertoire--John Brown's mom falling on top of Gloria while serving bagels on the bus, for one. The ride down was noisy and cheerful. Patrick was quoted and pictured in the paper that morning for an article on teens using cell phones while driving, so people were passing around and commenting on that, and Alex Gary, a reporter from the Register Star, was making the rounds, interviewing all of the team members. On the ride back, most people were playing cards, which I abstained from, talking to April and listening to music. When we got home, we went to Applebee's, joined by Paul's family (he's married and has two young children) and Emily's brother. Patrick, Ross, Ryan, and Gloria played cards for much of the time even while we were at the restaurant, so that was a little off-putting, if only because it would have been nice to just sit and chat, although I did get to talk to April, Emily, and Tyler while we were there.

In spite of the fact that it was a great day, it seemed a bit anticlimactic. We've been preparing for this all year, and now it's come and gone. This past week, I'd been trying to put it out of my mind and not worry about it too much, and maybe I was too successful. On Friday night, I took part in the history class "movie night," thinking it would keep me from obsessing about State the next day, but I wasn't even tempted to obsess. (The movie, by the way, City of God, was excellent, though disturbingly violent; it was about gangs and drug wars in the slums of Rio de Janeiro.) Most of the week before that had been occupied with the end of the quarter and my calculus grade; I found out that I'm getting a D, prompting a ban on instant messaging for an indefinite amount of time and an ultimatum that I have to bring my grade up or further action will be taken. I'm almost positive that I did pretty well on the test on Friday, so hopefully my grade will take a turn for the better. I really have been doing okay lately; it was just the first two tests of the semester that killed me.

Today I've got a paper to write on The World That Trade Created, a book we're supposed to have read during the course of the quarter in history. I just keep telling myself that there are only four more days until spring break.

Monday, March 14, 2005

Norwegian Wood

Well, we're headed to state. I hate to always talk about quiz bowl, but truly, it's been a big thing lately, what with the State series and all. We took Sectionals on Saturday, trouncing Prairie Ridge, Crystal Lake South, and Hononegah (I just love the sound of that, trouncing), so now we're headed to State, this Saturday. The whole ordeal with me threatening last week to quit the team pretty much cleared up, although I'm still furious about Adam not being allowed to play at State. He's been with us all year; he should be allowed to play. But Ms. Greene has made her decision, and I guess I can't do anything about it.

Saturday should be pretty fun, though; Sonya, April, and Emily are all planning on coming, and Phil said he might show up. He actually came on Saturday, which really surprised me. I didn't even see him; he must have slipped in and out while we were still playing, and it wasn't until later that Ross and Patrick told me he'd been there. (Patrick claimed he was there to see me, which is lame.) I still don't know what to make of Phil. I mean, he's a nice kid, and I like him, but I don't know if we're friends or what.

We're playing Bradley-Bourbonnais, Stevenson, and Morton in our pool; the other pool consists of Deerfield, Wheaton North, Carbondale, and Fenwick. That's right: Decatur MacArthur failed to make it to State, apparently because of a complicated story involving an incorrect board score, with the bottom line that Donald purposely answered a question wrong, thinking it would seal a victory for MacArthur. So I won't see Jeff, Alexandra, and Jared again, which does sadden me, though I feel rather gleeful that, after all, Donald's senior year has ended...well, not the way he wanted. Stevenson's definitely our biggest opponent, and I am a tad worried about that, but we can beat them if we're fast and sharp.

Today was Pi Day, as in 3.14 (March 14). Emily brought pie, and April wore a shirt with the Greek letter on it, but calc was low-key; no one had remembered that it was today. Tomorrow, though, Sapna and Ross are planning to bring food for Mrs. Longhenry's birthday (also the ides of March, which is perfect for the L-ster). Ross makes the best fudge in the world, by the way.

Friday, March 11, 2005

Yer Blues

It has been a crazy week. As usual.

Things started out predictably, with the dreaded word paper. I finished mine and turned it in, not without a great deal of frantic rushing around and so on, but at least now I can put it out of my mind for a while. My word is "regret"; my book, Mrs. Dalloway; my film, The Big Chill. I really like everything about it, but of course it's still a pain to get it all done. I felt okay about it until Sapna got hers back on Wednesday with a C. Sapna is the quintessential English student, whose papers Mrs. Longhenry always uses as examples to read to the class, so her relatively low grade does not bode well for the rest of us. I won't get mine back for a while, since she's grading and returning them in the order they were turned in, and I didn't get mine in until after school Tuesday because of WYSE.

Speaking of WYSE, that actually was very nice. Taking the tests is still boring, but I enjoyed hanging out with April, Aashesh, Lindsey, and Kelly Rockwell. Matt Strong and I tied for first in English in our division, with Kelly getting second, which was extremely nice. Playing Egyptian Ratscrew with Aashesh, Lindsey, and April was nice, especially with Aashesh saying things like, "You have to be faster...to beat the master!" and then laughing evilly. On the way home, Mr. Holstein treated us all to Dairy Queen, equally nice. And of course it's always good to miss school.

The week went downhill from there. Upon arriving at QB practice on Wednesday, I was informed that Will was not going to be with us because of an English project. Ms. Greene told him that he wouldn't get to play on Saturday because of missing practice, so he said that he wouldn't come on Saturday. He's going to be ineligible next week because of an unexcused absence, so that means he's gone for the rest of the year. Then, yesterday, Ross told me in bio that she had called Adam the night before and told him that he wasn't going to be able to play at State (assuming we get there) because of missing Masonic State. Patrick, on the other hand, was able to miss practice last night for baseball without repercussions. That's right. Baseball is apparently considered more important than homework in this alternate universe of hers.

Last night, I told my mom that I was upset enough to consider quitting the team, meaning not going to State if we get that far. She offered to call Ms. Greene and let her know about my feelings. Today, I found out that after talking with my mom, Ms. Greene called everyone else on the team (excluding Adam and Will, naturally) to ask them if they shared my feelings, which angered me. At lunch, Ms. Greene had me sit down so she could talk to me. She did concede that Will and Adam are both invited to join us at State; they just won't be able to play. Obviously I understand that Will's ineligible, but there is absolutely no excuse for Adam being left out. There's room on the roster for him. It's stupid and mean-spirited. She claims that he hasn't shown the same commitment as other players have, and it wouldn't be fair to let him play. If missing practice once or twice because his grandma was in the hospital and electing not to go to Masonic State because of a huge English paper counts as not showing commitment, then I guess she's right. In other words, bull.

There doesn't seem to be anything I can do, and anyway, none of the other guys seem to care, including Adam and Will themselves. For a little while there, I really didn't care about whether we won or lost, but now my desire to win (or at least place) at State is renewed. I still don't agree with Ms. Greene, though, and I will never agree to her stupid rules about homework not being an excuse for missing practice.

Sunday, March 06, 2005

The Continuing Story of Bungalow Bill

These past few days have been pretty crazy for me. Friday began with a Spanish Honor Society meeting, which was fairly routine, and then while standing around waiting for the hall aides to let us in, I decided to do something crazy, maybe because I was in a hyper mood because of the forthcoming quiz bowl weekend. Anyway, when I walked in, the hall aide asked me to produce my ID. I knew I had it in my pocket, as always, but I walked up to the lady who sells temporary IDs and bought one, for a dollar, entering my name not as Colleen Powers but as Sylvia Plath.

This was something Emily had suggested to me rather jokingly, after reading The Bell Jar (sigh; I love that book), which of course is by Sylvia Plath. I don't think she actually expected me to do it, from her amusement and surprise when I showed her. I was quite excited, needless to say, and spent the rest of the day proudly showing my friends. Emily told the Flomester, who confronted me later in the hall when I was running an errand for Ms. Greene. She thought it was funny, and told me that Max Parrish did the same thing when he was at Auburn, only he used Ronald Reagan; it's much sadder that the hall aides didn't catch that one. She must have told Mrs. Longhenry, too, because as we were leaving that afternoon for quiz bowl, we saw Mrs. L., who said, "Hi, Sylvia," chuckling to herself in that way only Mrs. L. can.

The weekend went pretty well, although by the end I was not only dead tired but pretty sick of some of my teammates. We left from Auburn at around 4:15 and stopped at Bob Evans in Bloomington for supper. We all talked on the bus, except for Will and Tyler, who were both listening to music and/or napping, which was a nice change from most bus rides. I had brought some chips that we were passing around; Ryan christened them "Rama Lama Ding Dongs," because he said it sounded like a cheap snack, and it became the first of many inside jokes of the weekend. I was pleased to discover that I wasn't the only one who was abstaining from meat that day. I guess I knew John was Catholic, but hadn't really thought about it, and I definitely didn't expect Will to adhere to such rules while away from his parents and with his buddies, but both mentioned that we should find a place with meatless options. About all Bob Evans had was grilled cheese, but that wasn't bad.

We reached our hotel in Decatur a little after 9 that night; I thought we might congregate to talk or play cards, but if the guys did they didn't include me. I watched Ellen DeGeneres' talk show, which was mildly amusing, for a bit before just turning in. The room was quite cold, and I tried messing with the thermostat with little success. I slept as well as could be expected, though, I suppose. The next morning we met for a quick breakfast--I had Pop-Tarts from a vending machine--and then I watched "Beverly Hills, 90210" until it was time to go, entertained by both early '90s styles and by just watching Jason Priestley.

The tournament was pretty boring, mainly because it took forever for no apparent reason. There was a huge opening ceremonies thing, including the induction of seven coaches into the newly created IHSA Scholastic Bowl Hall of Fame, which involved speeches by or about all seven of them, as well as speeches by several Masons about how great it was to see all us smart kids, etc., etc., blah, blah, blah. Then we played a round (beating Moline), had a bye, played another round, had lunch, which lasted over two hours (but it was fun playing B.S. with the guys), played another round, and then finally played Fremd for the championship. They beat us. Not to make excuses--we all could have played better--but some of the questions were ridiculously easy, and they made reckless early guesses that in a normal round would have been detrimental, but in this format paid off. So we got second. Then we had to go to the awards ceremony and be presented with a plaque and have pictures taken of us and more Mason speeches and then we finally got to go home, or so I thought, but then Ms. Greene insisted on taking still more pictures of us.

One of the high points of the day occurred when we were sitting around after eating lunch, and Will had us all listen to a song he had downloaded onto his iPod. It was, he said, by some guy named Kompressor ("with a K") and consisted of angry, electronic chanting of such lines as, "7 plus 8 is 15! Adding up numbers is so uplifting!" and "9 plus zero is equal to 9! Even adding nothing will do just fine!" I looked up Kompressor online today, and found a list of downloadable songs, with hilarious descriptions, like "april showers bring KOMPRESSOR POWER." Another high point, although it involved embarrassment for me, was when Ms. Greene was taking pictures of us right before leaving for home. She said, "Everyone say..." All the guys yelled, "Donald!" So now there's a picture of six gleeful-looking guys with mouths wide open and one shocked, red-faced Colleen.

The ride home got pretty long. Will brought out a card game called "Bang!", which, while it seems like it could be fun once you get the hang of it, proved confusing for me, and thus embarrassing. Then we all settled down to do homework, and I grew bored; I can't read while on buses. We decided to stop in LaSalle-Peru for supper; Ms. Greene claimed that she knew of an Applebee's in Peru, and Patrick had been saying that he wanted to eat at Applebee's. When we got there, however, Ms. Greene's memory proved faulty; we drove around the place for a while, had to stop for directions, and so on, and then when we got there it was packed, with an estimated 45-minute wait. We sat around for a while, as Ms. Greene talked about a place she knew in El Paso (which is not between LaSalle-Peru and Rockford), until Will finally said, "Let's just find another place right here," and then Ms. Greene was like, "Oh, look, there's a Steak 'n' Shake right down the street," which Ross had observed about half an hour earlier. Then we had to sit around at the Steak 'n' Shake, which was also crowded, for a while, until we team members finally mutinied and just got up and walked in.

I made the mistake of sitting with Will, Ryan, and Patrick; they talked about guy stuff and inside jokes the whole time, excluding me. I guess it was better than sitting with Ms. Greene, Tyler, and John, though. The ride to Rockford was boring; we sat around talking about playing a game or something for a while before most people fell asleep. Patrick amused himself by flashing his booklight in people's eyes and out the window to annoy passing trucks. For an hour. I was glad to get home, being tired and, frankly, sick of the guys.

Today was Rory Zuba's memorial service. It was nice, with lots of pictures and good music and funny and touching eulogies. I saw Connor and Sean immediately upon entering the church; both recognized me right away, but later, afterwards, didn't seem interested in talking. I can understand that, though; they were very busy with relatives and everything. Ben and Bill Houtkamp gave speeches, both of which were hilarious. They have perfect comedic timing and deadpan delivery. Bill told of the love of computers and video games he shared with Rory, while Ben related a story about him and Rory and their friends getting in trouble at King for playing a game in which they tried to "de-pants" their buddies. Mrs. Borchers, Mrs. Hamlett, Mrs. Deacon, and Siva Sundaram also spoke, and the West orchestra played. They played "Bad Day" and "Man on the Moon" by R.E.M. as some of Rory's favorite songs, and both were songs I had listened to while viewing the Caring Bridge website about Rory; I had "Bad Day" playing in my head for two days after Rory's death, thinking about him. It was a scary coincidence, but a fitting one, I guess.

Tomorrow we have Regionals for quiz bowl; normally I'd be looking forward to it, but after this weekend, it's going to be tough to get back out there. And I worry that even after the closeness of the weekend, the guys will still be the same, rather distant and wrapped up in other friends, at school. I'll just have to see.

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Love You To

I'm still coming to terms with Rory Zuba's death; it's been hard. There was so much love and hope that everything now feels like a failure. I know it has been a very positive thing, uniting people around the world and making many people reevaluate their own lives, but it seems so pointless now that Rory is gone. I've been going to the Caring Bridge website almost every day since his death, and I enjoy reading both his dad's journal entries and postings in the guest book. It was also very sad, though, to read the entries from before he died, which are all very hopeful and say things like "Keep hoping!" and "Get well!" a lot. I read an article from the Chicago Tribune, which was referred to with a link on the site, that talked about Tom and Sean Zuba's reactions to Rory's death. It quoted Sean asking about what Christmas would be like, things like that, and I cried. Sean's such a sweet kid; Connor, too. I hope I get to see them at the memorial service on Sunday, although I'm sure they'll have a lot of demands on their time.

On a lighter note, I watched the Oscars (taped) last night, although I didn't finish it because my mom came home and made me go to bed. I didn't see Josh Groban, but based on what I know of him, as well as the song that was up for an award, I think it should have won over "Al Otro Lado del Rio," the song from "Motorcycle Diaries" that won. I guess I'm not a big fan of Santana and Antonio Banderas. Otherwise, I didn't really have any issues with who won awards, although maybe Don Cheadle should have won for "Hotel Rwanda." I didn't see either that or "Ray." I always like watching things where they talk about the history of the movies and show clips from a bunch of great films. It usually gives me chills.

The newspaper came out yesterday, causing quite a stir. Apparently a bunch of people got mad that we printed the word "cock" (as part of a quote) and there was also some kind of issue with an abortion editorial. Plus, Sergeant Mindach, this really uptight ROTC guy, got mad because apparently there was supposed to be an ad for the Military Ball (which is this Saturday) in the paper, but it didn't appear. Hayley must have taken it out; she is in charge of ads, as well as the layout. I guess I shouldn't pass the buck, though. It was pretty annoying to have to deal with the Rotsee guy; he came down during sixth hour and yelled at Mr. Fischer for half an hour, threatening to "file a grievance" and all kinds of stuff.

Mr. Fischer has assured me for the past two days that I'm in no way responsible for any of this, but I feel like I'll be seen as responsible. And it is partly up to me to make sure that what goes in the paper is fit to print. Fischer says Hayley is fired now, which I don't think is a good idea. She's really good at layout, at least as far as I can tell, and she knows how to work with the program more than anyone else does. Plus, she's good friends with other people on the staff, and I don't want to cause problems among members. I'm not discouraged about the paper, though; if anything, I've redoubled efforts to make the next issue especially good.

This Friday, we (the QB team) will be spending the night in a hotel for our tournament (Masonic State) on Saturday. I'm looking forward to spending more time with the team, but everyone's going to be obsessing about their word papers, which might get old fast.